Sunday, December 4, 2011

the battle to live mindful awareness

I think the constraints placed on “daily life” on “living a normal life” mean we resign ourselves to setting an agenda, to being submissive to time

We set our goals for the future and from the point they are set until they actively come to fruition, we simulate a waiting period

Thus it is only in our mentally busy nature that we take this so called waiting period for granted, that we devalue it, even though the moment is no less worthy, just different

Seemingly routine because we make it so

It is dismaying to exist in this manner, to lose control of our conscious existence to some simulation

Even now, I employ a thesaurus, in an attempt to capture what it is my mind is trying to convey, as if a different amalgamation of letters would ever match or come close to matching the truth

Alas, am I forever doomed to inhabit a world of phraseology

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